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The morning after the 2020 election was stolen was a seminal moment in my life. I remember it very clearly -- the emotions, the feeling of betrayal, the determination to fix my country's problems.

However, last night I listened to Tucker Carlson's interview with Scott Horton, a journalist who conducted a deep dive into the reasons for the recent decade's forever wars.

Something changed inside me after listening last night.

I separated from the United States Air Force in 1994, after graduating from USAFA, and flying special operations helicopters.

The Gulf War was my era, my colleagues, my generation. It defined who we were as a military force.

Last night, I learned the entire justification for The Gulf War was fake.

I remember thinking back then that something was off about George H. W. Bush's -- "This will not stand..." -- but I put it aside, and loved my country, trusted its leaders.

I knew personally many of the heroes of that war. Many of them died.

The honor, courage and sacrifice they exuded will not be matched.

Crew of Spirit03, AC-130 gunship shot down during Gulf War
MH-53J Pave Low helicopter rescues downed pilot
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To find out the justification for the war was fake, literally knocked me off my foundation. My entire world view, although it had been slowly changing, was kicked off its stand.

I can't imagine the pain and mental anguish those involved in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars experience when finding out the justification for those wars was fake as well, or that of the families who lost loved ones.

I am no longer the same person. I have evolved. I can never go back.

My God, what we could have done with the trillions of dollars, and the lives lost?

I am angry.

Our country is sick, and run by criminals.

Now, unfortunately, Trump (whom I have trusted) wants to possibly bomb Iran again, and fund the continued killing in Ukraine.

Was that trust misplaced? The jury is still out on that one.

But fortunately, as the English playwright said, 'The pen is mightier than the sword,' for we have a republic to save.